Today is the day. Today is the day I begin shooting up my body with synthetic hormones trying to trick it into performing a task that most bodies perform on their own in some desperate attempt to have a baby. I am already an emotional mess as I have been on birth control for two weeks and sware I have gained 2o pounds of water weight...already. People keep telling me it is all worth it. I guess we will find out.
As this entire process is heart wrenching and very much personal I will share what I can and ask that you allow me to do on my own, when I want to. Please keep us in your prayers and thoughts and know that I am not trying to offend or keep anyone out of loop, I am only trying to protect myself and Phil, as this is the hardest thing we have ever had to face.